Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Warning-downer post

She's gone. Long story short, birth parents changed their mind. We had two months with this sweet precious little girl. We named her Anna. We are trying to think positively. Look at this as one of the tasks we have been given in this lifetime. We did a really great job in my opinion. But it still hurts like hell. One of the hardest feelings is knowing that we can't protect her. I won't air anyone's dirty laundry here. Please please please remember her in your thoughts and prayers.
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19 comments:

  1. TesoriTrovatiOctober 26, 2010 at 6:34 AM

    Sorrow grips my heart at this loss. But you are likely right... God placed you in a position to offer that little angel the love and care that she needed for these first two months of her life. And she will ever be a part of your heart.
    I am so sorry. Know that I am praying for Anna. And for you, too.
    Breathe deep. Seek peace.

    Find your 'something good' today.
    Erin

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  2. SummersStudioOctober 26, 2010 at 6:36 AM

    All of my words have been swallowed up in this great sense of grief for you and Anna. I will keep all of you in my prayers and if I were there I would be lending you a shoulder to cry on and giving you hugs.

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  3. elisabeth October 26, 2010 at 7:38 AM

    My heart breaks for you - you are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  4. mairedoddOctober 26, 2010 at 7:48 AM

    oh i am so very very sorry - you have everything in my heart, but i am at a loss for words... sending you a huge hug... vent all you need to -

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  5. JudyOctober 26, 2010 at 8:10 AM

    My heart is broken for you...we adopted our son so I understand the process. Everyday is a waiting game you try not to give your heart away but it can not be helped. Hugs to you....

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  6. Azure AccessoriesOctober 26, 2010 at 9:22 AM

    What do you say to someone who is going through what you are...my heart, my thoughts & my prayers go out to you,your husband and baby Anna...there just aren't words to express what I feel!

    Your positive thoughts will be a great help to you but don't hesitate to vent when you feel the need!!!

    Just know I'm so very sorry...

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  7. Barbara LewisOctober 26, 2010 at 9:27 AM

    I'm so sorry. My husband and I tried for 12 years before our daughter was born. A lot of tears were shed over the course of that time. You, your husband and baby Anna will be in my prayers. I hope the parents realize what it takes to parent a child ... you never know.

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  8. steufelOctober 26, 2010 at 9:46 AM

    I'm so, so, so sorry and actually I don't know what else to say. It was heartbreaking to read your post. You are in my prayers.

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  9. UnknownOctober 26, 2010 at 10:19 AM

    I can't find the words to say how sorry I am.

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  10. Artisan ClayOctober 26, 2010 at 11:57 AM

    I am so sorry. I will be thinking about you.

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  11. GardanneOctober 26, 2010 at 12:28 PM

    I am so sorry, I cannot imagine what you are both going through. You know you will have a family someday, but this little girl will be forever in your heart. I am so angry that you have had to experience such pain after such joy, your a selfless Mom already thinking only of her well being.
    I am not typically a religious person, but I am praying like crazy today for all of you. Please let me know if there is anything I can do, anne@gardannefarms.com.

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  12. AnonymousOctober 26, 2010 at 5:50 PM

    My heart is breaking for you right now.This brings back so many memories for me. I tried for over 10 years to have a baby, only to have 2 miscarriages & 2 stillborn, Marianna & Robbie. Then I decided to adopt. During the 7th month, the birth mother decided to sell the baby for $60,000.Did I learn my lesson? No, I had to go thru more heartache years later when it was said to the the SURE THING. I got 2 children from their grandmother(ages 3 & 5).After about 8 months she fought me for them & ended up getting them back. I was devastated. Then my new husband & I got the most beautiful baby from DHR.We were told we could adopt him since his siblings had been pulled from the home over a year before. Well, heartache again when they decided to give the mother one more chance!So I know exactly where you are right now sweety! Just be strong & be thankful for what lil time you did have with that precious one. THere is a reason you were put in that childs life. I tell myself this daily. We may not know it now but eventually we will lwarn the reason. Stay strong & if you ever need to talk please email me fussygussy75@gmail.com

    Gussy Davis

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  13. hello gorgeousOctober 27, 2010 at 2:40 AM

    awww sweetpea, that's so sad.....try and keep hold of the positive....it's hard in situations like this, but you are strong enough to do it!

    hugs

    hello gorgeous xxx

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  14. MichelleOctober 27, 2010 at 5:36 AM

    I'm so sorry to hear about your heartbreak. You and your husband are in my thoughts. There is so little that words can do...but know that even if she doesn't remember you, you made a difference in her life.
    Michelle

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  15. Spirited EarthOctober 27, 2010 at 9:35 PM

    so sorry to hear about this

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  16. Lorelei EurtoOctober 28, 2010 at 3:19 AM

    I am so saddened by this news. I hope that you can understand what a good thing you've done.
    Thinking of you ....

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  17. Courtney BreulNovember 3, 2010 at 7:07 AM

    My heart is so heavy for you. I can not imagine how you feel right now. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  18. LaurelNovember 10, 2010 at 8:06 PM

    I can't even imagine the pain you must be feeling. Please accept my sincerest sympathy. May she be well.

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  19. Pretty ThingsJanuary 11, 2011 at 10:53 AM

    Oh no. I don't even know what to say.

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